Verse 1: memories consume like opening the wound I'm picking me apart again you all assume I'm safer in my room unless I try to start again I don't want to be the one Who battles always choose cuz inside I realize That I'm the one confused Chorus 1: I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don't know why I instigate And say what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way I know it's not alright So I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit tonight Verse 2: Clutching my cure I tightly lock the door I try to catch my breath again I hurt much more Than anytime before I have no options left again I don't want to be the one Who battles always choose 'Cause inside i realize That I'm the one confused Chorus 2: I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don't know why I instigate And say what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way I'll never be alright So, I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit tonight Bridge: I'll paint it on the walls 'Cause i'm the one that falls I'll never fight again And this is how it ends Chorus 3/Ending: I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream But now I have some clarity to show your what I mean I don't know how I got this way I'll never be alright So, I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit tonight